walk into the sky why don't ya?

from my may 27th journal-
The sensation that he is aware beyond what he can express. It means he really and truly does know what you’re saying to him and he can sense the deepest parts of it, it makes you feel reenergized and hopeful that all those things you want to tell him, all those things you’re afraid its too late tell him, really are getting through to him when you do tell him, and it helps him have as much peace of mind as it does me. We help each other ease into the light. It’s so powerful it’s hard to stare it in the face some times, but that’s all you can do and it’s all you need to do, as best you can, just stare it in the face. Stare him in the face. Tell him you love him and appreciate everything he’s done and that you’re going to keep it going, keep it growing. Tell him to say hi to dad. Tell him you’re so glad he’s about to find peace. He’s so close to being infinitely free. Pop is an infinite being. Tell him you’ll meet him in the fields whenever and forever. Tell him you love him again and tell him about how much you love grandma and how much he’s taught you about everything. Thank him for laying the structure that was so stable it lasted all the way down to me through dad. Tell him to tell dad you love him. Oh heck, I’ll dad myself, right now. Love you dad, hope you’re doing well.