These Waves Roll Tide

Derka Derka Derka
.chs

Never stops
Never grasped
Never realized
Till I hit a wall

He hit a wall
I hit a wall
He hit a wall
I hit a wall

But I broke it down
And now I’m through
Hard road to take
Still might be mistaken
This was the best way
To crash into you

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Insides
.chs

North, South, East, West, Earst.
Earst is like in but its closer to the coast.

Keep remembering to go in to touch God, go in.
Concentrate all energy inwards towards your heart and
In your mind give permission to surrender all that binds
To the current deep down inside that’s always flowing.
Its time you know to go inside for the best fuckin’ ride,
Trust me, go inside…

Have to go inside now,
Cavern of my soul.
The lord has blessed me long enough
In this naïve bungalow.
Understanding to learn to love to
Give out what I’ve been given,
Show others how I see the joy
Through a back road in my mind
that always leads me here to you
In less than twenty-six turns,
guaranteed.

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That’s the Way That The World Goes Round
John Prine

I am the question to the world,
Not an answer to the earth,
Or a moment that's held in your arms.
And what do you think you'd ever say?
I wont listen anyway.
You don't know me and,
I'll never be what you want me to be.

And what do you think you'd understand,
I'm a boy no, I'm a man.
You can take me and throw me away,
And how can you learn whats never shown.
Yeah you stand here on your own.
They don't know me,
Cause I'm not here.

And I wanna moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I dont feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change?
They're the ones that stay the same.
They dont know me,
Cause im not here.

And you see the things they never see,
All you wanted I could be.
Now you know me and I'm not afraid.
And I wanna tell you who i am,
Can you help be a man?
They can break me as long as I know who I am.

And I wanna moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I dont feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change?
They're the ones that stay the same.
They can't see me,
but I'm still here.

They can't tell me who to be,
Cause I'm not what they see.
Yeah the world is still sleeping,
While I keep dreamin for me.
And their words are just whispers,
And lies I'll never believe.

And I wanna moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I dont feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can they say I never change?
They're the ones that stay the same.
I'm the one now,
Cause I'm still here.
I'm the one,
Cause I'm still here,
I'm still here,
I'm still here,
I'm still here.

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In a moment I can see the world through the wag of a puppies tail as I sit awake, late at night, struggling to find a balance enough to sleep with, pets for her for my own protection. So full of potential, so incapable of translation, lost, and searching endlessly…

Pulp or no?
Seedless or with?
Here to accomadate
Your every favorite sin

We used to pass it like a hot potato,
How foolish youth can be.
Would love to have that chance again
Only in my dreams
But in my dreams
I am too
I live with legends
In translucent heavens
Each night here on earth.
I’m so good at foolin ‘
I done fooled myself,
Fooled man don’t get fooled again,
But that’s bullshit and we both know that.

couch at bo’s place-
Sitting outside the answer to infinite potential walled up with unspoken givens no ones feels but nags their inner voice with, to a degree. And to a degree I am glad that those guiding sounds are there to keep me on path, but at other times I worry they tangle themselves up and I am left impotent in mere observation, as opposed to of course, participation.

Starting here I drift away like a hot air balloon, fueling hot air with coal. Feeling your beat like a geothermal suite I bob and fly, eagles pass me by, but I’m free to rock here just with you, I’ll keep burning if you keep pulsing.
Now I know the flushing is real-
Hue’s whooshing past mirrors in my mind
I see you through a bug eye view
You bring about a hurricane
A lighting rod of nonverbal communication
I can almost taste the tingle in your spine
Tell me, can you taste mine?